September 2010
46 posts
So exhausted, so sore, so nervous, so excited, so upset, so happy, all at the same time.
Instead of mulling all of this shit over, I think I’ll just go to sleep!
Day 15: The person you miss the most
I’m so fucking bad at remembering to do these everyday. I expect to be done by october.
Papa,
I’ve already written you everything you need to know.
Love yaa, Brianna.
August 2010
66 posts
Lol at Senior year starting in two days..I definitely wish I was still a freshman. They’re pretty precious, I got asked the silliest questions about high school at volleyball today.
Other than that, I’m going to get school supplies. What an awful reminder that I actually have to start doing things in two days.
Sometimes, I accidently type in “tumbler” and I end up on a website for insulated plastic cups and mugs.
V-sits will be the death of me.
Wait, why didn’t I know that Steve Carell was leaving the office until just now when I saw it on the emmys?
Little bit upset that volleyball’s already preventing me from tumbling as much as I’d like.
Why can’t I sleep? I didn’t know I was THAT excited to wake up at 6:45 for volleyball..
I’m finding that setting a goal is helping me get through my reading easier.
Day 14: Someone you've drifted away from
I keep forgetting about this 30 day challenge situation, I should probably be done with it by now..
Dear Val,
We used to be absolute best friends, but we have “drifted” apart a little in the past year. Of course, we didn’t get in a fight or anything like that, but we both had busy schedules that were hard to work around. I definitely miss you, and I’m excited that...
whatever, this is ridiculous.
6:45 AM
Why would anyone want to be awake right now? Regardless, I’m about to read for 10 hours, bye tumblr.
this finally came today! →
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Day 13: Someone you wish could forgive you
I honestly don’t think I owe anyone an apology at this point in my life. Oh well.
I’m so impressed with Woodbury Shell for hiring so many cute boys.
SUCH a typical day
wake up
talk to dogs
attempt to read
fail at reading
make coffee
try to read again
get distracted
harass dogs
go to volleyball
hate volleyball
try to read one more time
spend my entire night on the internet and phone instead
Day 12: the person you hate most/caused you a lot...
You are not even worth my time or effort.
Bri Schaar
Your obliviousness ASTOUNDS me. Seriously!
I need to reconsider taking mid-day naps. They’re preventing me from sleeping despite all of my exasperated efforts to do so.
Fuck not being able to sleep and having volleyball in a few hours.
Day 11: A deceased person you wish you could talk...
Dear Papa,
I know how much you enjoyed yourself and everything about you was shining and beautiful. You brought life to everything you touched. I wish so badly that we could’ve spent more time together but the distance made it nearly impossible. It’s so unfathomable to me that you were so healthy and full of life when you came to visit for Chris’ graduation and now two years...
freedom
are you fucking kidding me?
The melodramatics are so unnecessary.
Lol at my attempts to get through my summer reading. Taking a bath isn’t making William Faulkner any less excruciating.
Day 10: Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d...
Dear Entire Family,
Since you all live in Nevada and we’re the only ones left in Connecticut, it’s hard to talk sometimes. I miss you guys though! I’d like to see you more often, but I guess Christmas every few years will have to do for now:).
Love,
Brianna
10 PM is my favorite time for a Crunch Wrap Supreme. This is nice.
I make an effort,
but you don’t get it.
It’s annoying that I was tired all day and now at 1:07 AM, when I’m finally home, I can’t sleep.
holy shit there’s no way I’m capable of finishing this summer work without turning into a mental patient.
Day 8: Favorite Internet Friend
skipping this shit, doesn’t even exist.
Day 7: Your Ex-Boyfriend
Dear Ex-Boyfriend, (my most recent I suppose)
You are not one of my favorite people. When we first started talking, more than three years ago, I thought you were obnoxious, condescending, and just like every other teenage boy. When I got to know you, I convinced myself otherwise. When we started dating, I couldn’t have been happier. The first time we “broke up”, I was okay with...
