June 2010
45 posts
To whomever hands out the second chances in life,
please, please, please, just help me out this one time.
May 2010
56 posts
I guess nerves will continue to get the best of me, up until they consume the rest of me.
I like making predictions.
It’s Friday night, and I’m sitting alone, at home, because all of my friends are either at DMB or Watertown’s prom. I have to wake up in several hours to shower and make it on time to my extremely early nail appointment. After that, I’ll likely go through the rest of my day feeling stressed and pressed for time. I’ll probably scrutinize over my dress, hair, makeup and...
Came to realize today that
I’m somewhat of a conniving bitch.
I’m over your games like you wouldn’t believe.
Rephrase
Today was the first stress free day I’ve had since the beginning of the school year.
Good sign, I hope.
Today was the first bearable day I’ve had since the beginning of the school year.
2:50 AM
I wonder what makes me wake up out of a dead sleep at times like these.
life.: 10 things i hate about you. →
i hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
i hate the way you drive my car,
i hate it when you stare.
i hate your big dumb combat boots,
and the way you read my mind.
i hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
i hate the way you’re always right,
i…
I miss Heath Ledger.
Here, you’ll find me in between Heaven and Hell, my dear.
I can not wait
to cut like, 5 inches of my hair off.
Someone suggested that I tumble about this. So...
I guess this is my signature pose. Oftentimes, I’ll be standing by myself, in this position, and someone will approach me and inquire as to what the fuck I’m doing. SO, generally, if I’m doing this and looking at you, it means that I’m:
a)thinking about you
b)judging you, or
c)wondering something about you that isn’t readily noticeable.
Oh, how quickly the...
It’s funny how the people that I want to like me the most are the ones that I barely know at all.
At this point,
There’s nothing left for me to say. So for everyones sake, I won’t try to conjure something out of nothing anymore.
So, SAT scores back tomorrow?
Can’t wait for another reason to bitch about my lifeeee!
Sometimes,
I like to to be a little bit deceptive, insidious in a way.
Reality Checkkk.
Today, I was informed that someone who doesn’t even really know me felt comfortable enough to announce something about me to his entire class. Something that, essentially, wasn’t even true. And while I typically try to find the good in everybody and be understanding of others mistakes, I’m pretty sure that this is an exception to that general rule of mine. Consequently, I may...
alalalala.
Today, I experienced one of the most serious, grown-up, business-like meetings that anyone could ever engage in. I was completley unprepared, which is probably why I felt like I was going to throw up the whole time. Anyway, all I’m going to say is that it made me think. I have real responsibilities, and I finally get it. I’m almost an adult.
On a completley unrelated topic, I got my...
Wake up by myself inside an empty room, there’s no body next to mine to ooh ooh ooh.
But I find that I’m never alone,
and I find that my heart is my home.
The music within makes me whole.
I built this world on my own.
“I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad, the dreams in which I’m...”
Yeah, I wouldn't want to read this either.
I hate it how so many things have gone wrong recently, that I can’t even tell the difference between the good and the bad anymore. Or, maybe the shitty things just seem normal now. I sit around and try to put what I’m thinking into words, just to get it out of my head and make sense out of it. Evidently, I achieve the polar opposite. I’m more confused now than when I started.
...
LOL petty drama and my best friend
Sara 11:05pm
he’s probably sitting in the corner crying
Me 11:05pm
LOL he very well may be
or like standing by himself kicking the dirt.
or crushing beer cans agaisnt his head.
Just a trivial observation.
I don’t remember the last time I was referred to as anything other than “Bri Schaar”.
what an exciting nightttt!?!
Not.
I hate when there’s no one to blame, because then I blame myself.
Oh, memories.
WOW i miss Destiny’s Child.
I think that sometimes,
I intentionally set my goals too high and so far out of reach, just so I can feel the gravity of the let down when I can’t achieve them. And then I have no explanation for why I do it.
not sure what that situation is all about.
wow.
what a fucking joke.
confess.
She laid her heart and soul right in your hands. And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans. She never even knew she had a choice and that’s what happens when the only voice she hears is telling her she can’t.
It took awhile for her to figure out she could run, but when she did, she was long gone, long gone.
last night?
2:18
This is absolutley hilarious.
2:18
This is absolutley hilarious.
It's 3:49 in the morning.
I woke up several minutes ago because I’ve already been sleeping for 8 hours.
I just lead such a mundane life.
I'm having a good day.
=]
being sentimental with this throwback, lolol.
I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance. Never settle for the path of least resistance. Living might mean taking chances, but they’re worth taking Loving might be a mistake, but it’s worth making. Don’t let some hell bent heart leave you bitter. When you come close to selling out, reconsider. Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance.
And when...
