February 2010
39 posts
And when I'm crying I can feel you there.
Miss you, love you, see you again someday soon.
Feb 28th
Oh Eminem.
The soul’s escaping, through this hole that it’s gaping This world is mine for the taking Make me king, as we move toward, a new world order A normal life is boring, but superstardom’s close to post mortem.
Feb 28th
tumblin’ at softball practice, awww yeahhh.
Feb 27th
"Leave Canada, please!" "You leave Canada please."...
That 70s show always makes me feel better.
Feb 27th
“Walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes, like they have any right at all...”
Feb 26th
so irrelevant.
my head hurts, my stomach is tied up in knots, my muscles are beyond sore and i’m starting to think that it’s never going to go away. i made some macaroni and cheese and some koolaid, hoping it would make me feel better, but now that i’ve consumed an excessive amount of artificially flavored food and drink, i’m pretty sure i’m about to projectile vomit all of it up,...
Feb 25th
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i forgot to tumble yesterday.
so here’s this picture of me and my cat. now don’t get too discouraged by my cute face..
Feb 25th
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Feb 23rd
“You say I’m paranoid, isn’t that what you said? You say it’s...”
Feb 23rd
Someone told me that you still loved me.
Mais qui est ce qui m’a dit que toujours tu m’aimais? Je ne me souviens plus c’était tard dans la nuit, J’entend encore la voix, mais je ne vois plus les traits “Il vous aime, c’est secret, lui dites pas que j’vous l’ai dit” Tu vois quelqu’un m’a dit…
Feb 22nd
This is really cliche but
I’d really like to stop crying myself to sleep.
Feb 22nd
I was obviously reminiscing today.
I miss summer so much. There isn’t anything that can replace my memories of staying up until 5 AM in a chat room with people from Watertown that I hardly knew, or watching the sunrise before I even went to bed, or sleeping until 2 in the afternoon the next day. I met a bunch of wonderful new people and I can’t really explain why that was so important to me, but I guess it’s...
Feb 20th
Cant help it when emotions take control
I should probably try going to school next week.
Feb 19th
clearly the most sophisticated conversation we've...
briiischaaar (10:20:57 PM):   AHAH WALT WHITMANNNN<333333 briiischaaar (10:21:02 PM):   nevermind tell him i think its a great idea briiischaaar (10:21:17 PM):   since im pretty sure ive fucked walt whitman in another life saararosales (10:21:36 PM): lmfao saararosales (10:21:38 PM): youre a fucking weirdo saararosales (10:21:43 PM): walt whitman was a complete pervert briiischaaar...
Feb 19th
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I want to die while you love me
I WANT to die while you love me, While yet you hold me fair, While laughter lies upon my lips And lights are in my hair. I want to die while you love me, And bear to that still bed, Your kisses turbulent, unspent   To warm me when I’m dead. I want to die while you love me Oh, who would care to live Till love has nothing more to ask And nothing more to give! I want to die while you love...
Feb 19th
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Feb 18th
Just so ya know
I want to be the sunshine in your hair, I want to feel you when you aren’t even there. I want you to help me live and learn, I want you to be around every turn. When I’m feeling so lowly, like I can’t measure up, I want you to reason with me, slowly, and say that I’ll always be enough.
Feb 18th
Just a thought
I feel so much better now, that I’m not the only person sleeping in my house tonight. This week has made me never want to live alone. Maybe I should reconsider marriage?
Feb 18th
This is a sonnet.
Every night after I fall asleep I’m visited by a recurring dream All I can see are my eyes, as they weep Tears flow over my skin in steady streams This somber vision haunts me when i wake I try to forget, but to no avail It engulfs my senses, my soul, it aches All my attempts to decipher it fail There’s no going back to the way it was No telling what’s going to...
Feb 17th
Feb 17th
These mistakes that you've made, you'll make them...
There’s a light at the end of this tunnel, You shout, because you’re just as far in as you’ll ever be out.
Feb 17th
Feb 17th
clearly can't stop reading mean girls quotes, once...
Janis: What is that smell? Cady: Oh, Regina gave me some perfume. Janis: You smell like a baby prostitute. Cady: Thanks. Cady: Wow. Your house is really nice. Regina: I know, right? Gretchen: Make sure you check out her mom’s boob job. They’re hard as rocks. I saw Cady Heron wearing army pants and flip flops. So I bought army pants and flip flops. Janis: You’re a...
Feb 17th
“I just wanna be okay, be okay, be okay. I just wanna be okay today.”
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Feb 16th
i hated the scarlet letter so much.
“One token of her shame would but poorly serve to hide another.” Oh Hester…
Feb 15th
i sing the body electric
I have perceiv’d that to be with those I like is enough,  To stop in company with the rest at evening is enough,  To be surrounded by beautiful, curious, breathing, laughing flesh is enough,  To pass among them or touch any one, or rest my arm ever so lightly  round his or her neck for a moment, what is this then?  I do not ask any more delight, I swim in it as in a sea. There is something...
Feb 15th
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Feb 14th
Life is but a stopping place, A pause in what’s to be, A resting place along the road, to sweet eternity. We all have different journeys, Different paths along the way, We all were meant to learn some things, but never meant to stay… Our destination is a place, Far greater than we know. For some the journey’s quicker, For some the journey’s slow. And when the journey finally ends, We’ll claim a...
Feb 14th
“Remember that time that I made you...”
Feb 13th
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“Love is like whiskey, like sweet red wine. If you want to be happy, you got to...”
– Langston Hughes
Feb 9th
Incident Once riding in old Baltimore, Heart-filled, head-filled with glee, I saw a Baltimorean Keep looking straight at me. Now I was eight and very small, and he was no whit bigger. And so I smiled, but he poked out His tongue, and called me, “Nigger.” I saw the whole of Baltimore From May until December; Of all the things that happened there That’s all that I...
Feb 8th
Jazzonia
O, silver tree! Oh, shining rivers of the soul! In a Harlem cabaret Six long-headed jazzers play. A dancing girl who eyes are bold Lifts high a dress of silken gold. Oh, singing tree! Oh, shining rivers of the soul! Were Eve’s eyes In the first garden Just a bit too bold? Was Cleopatra gorgeous In a gown of gold? Oh, shining tree! Oh, silver rivers of the soul! In a whirling...
Feb 7th
i play it cool and dig all jive. that’s the reason I stay alive. my motto, as i live and learn is: dig and be dug in return.  ~L.H.
Feb 5th
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